Like all of my other work, this is also not exactly proof-read, although I made some attempt at proof reading this one, anyway. I am going to sleep and I will resume working on this peice tomorrow I suppose.
To provide you with an example regarding this, I've spent much of my time prior to
become homeless, which I prefer writing as "homeless", because who am I kidding?
Earth is my home! Lol. But yes, much of my discussing and chatting on IRC which I do
find very enjoyable, as many inteligent folks are using this network communications
protocol, and therefore you are able to learn a-lot and discuss whatever matters
with other interesting types of peoples.
But to typify what I mentioned earlier about people identifying me as the king of controversy, a name which I do find quite entertaining to be known as, this name came from something which I had mentioned on 2600Net IRC one day a while back. It was that I entered the chat and announced immediately that; "Oh. I almost fucked a twelve year old."
It was that my single reason for doing this was to explain that I am not a fucking moron. To put forth and attempt - attempt it has usually been, but I am always making progress - to try to explain just another truth of REALITY to the people. It is that, I have always held a strong distrust of the government, or "government" as I prefer to refer to them as; well they can say whatever fucking bullshit which their insane "minds" conjure up.
I was reading a online chat, I cannot remember where it took place, likely IRC... Though it may have been discord, which I, as any sane person, despises and for very good and understandable reasons, where somebody had typed; "How could you!? She was only seventeen and three-hundred and sixty-four days and twenty-three hours!" Haha.
After excitedly typing the above quote into the chat, which was also simply to spark, a what is currently controversal type of conversation.
WHICH I FUCKING LOVE TO DO!
It is that the "government" can fucking try to tell me that any girl who is aged below eighteen is underage, actually "underage" - as it attempts to define something subjective and cause to be illegal something stupid once again. I, well we, are humans. We are rational and entirely reasonable. It is in our nature. The "government's" attempts again at prohibiting natural tendancies and behaviours and sensations or conceptions, ideas, whatever. This (their) definition of that anybody below the age of eighteen is underage, with quotation marks, is entirely arbitrarily defined, coming from them, and based on nothing but their insanity.
Firstly we are 'hard-coded' through evolution to find a woman of reproducible age, attractive. It is that, I am not going DENY finding a girl under the age of eighteen attractive if she fucking is! This is simply because I have a working fucking mind! And so I am not a moron. Neither am I attracted to the same gender(*1). And neither am I a fucking liar.
Anybody who denies saying this, if a girl is aged below what the "government" have decided to be "underage" is any one of the above adjectives. A moron, homosexual, or a liar. Not that there is anything wrong with homosexuality.
Now I also then provided to the members of the chat on #2600 at the time, the what is a large degree of variability between different persons development in maturity of their minds. Fuck. I have met some people who are actually very young, and are - FAR MORE SANE then many fucking "adults" that I have also spoken to. Also I will state that, being the species that we, with our sense of reason and capacity for rational behaviour and conduct, we exercise this at all times. That is that sure I admit to finding an attractive female as such but the attraction is solely on a physical level, and not on a emotional or psychological one. At-least not to this date, and this is the reason that I have always identified a girl as being underage to myself personally, if she is below the age of twenty-six. I am now thirty-six. Sure, I;ve also said, on that same IRC network which I mentioned above, 2600Net, which used to be my favourite place to engage in discussion, rofl. That I would certainly enjoy fucking an "underage" girl, but that's it. Only for sex. Nothing more. LOL. I said this because I thought it sounds absolutely hilarious, and also to continue with speaking truthful matters. And I do enjoy doing this very much, indeed. I said that because, it's true, and also that I know that (or assume, how could I know without knowing a specific person?) and also then it comes down to individual differences in the pace of emotional, cognitive and psychological development, etc. I take age as being a great general indication of the 'maturity' of a persons mind. But in a completely realistic perspective, it is only a number. But does of course remain a good kind of, metric to guage at the level of one's development of their character. This is why I also wrote in the above somewhere, that I, personally, do consider anybody of age less than twenty-six to be 'underage' due to my assumption of the unshared aspects we would differ on in terms of life goals and aspirations, tastes or preferences in musical or whatever arts. And so you cannot assume to be capable of finding happiness being with some body with whom you have no common interests. This concept is usually simply referred to as an incompatabiltiy between persons [when in the context of the suitability for one another for the becoming involved in a emotional relationship.]
Nobody with any sense of their self and the real sensibility and rational and reason would do anything which contradicts natural ways. One thing relating to this is the prohibiton of medications, or drugs. I have come to prefer the term for this, actually medicine. And this is due to the widespread tainting (even impairment at this stage(*2)) of the (realistic, that is innately formed) conceptions which - which to our real concern in the present time, has a higher level of those who are affected by this inability to ... just; BE THEMSELVES! IN REAL TERMS. THAT IS TO FUCKING BE SANE! Which brings to my mind a specific line from a track performed by the '60s psychedelic musical group, 'Traffic'. And in their track titled, 'I'd love to change the world.' They sing, "Where is sanity?"
It is one of my favourite pieces of musical works. But I've many...
Now, while that quote from above is not true, actually. I wrote it and entered it into the chat, solely to spark a controversial conversation. To go on to provide a sensible notion to the people. Provide the truth regarding this matter, as-well as regarding any thing else which is, in this day; mostly fucking everything. And I know what has caused this, and I write of it in my primary document, 'The NOTES!'. It is that the cause of the (that is, in general and throughout society) is varied, and complex, to discuss in its entirety. Just to provide some background (of myself and my undertaking of this, earlier in my life and still, to now, at-least to some degree) regarding this, my sense-making of 'what the fuck is going on!?', well- to anybody who has given effort to this, which to most (as I can see now) is actually... Not possible to come to any understanding of just what the fuck is happening in this world. They, including myself at a stage in my life, persue this goal of sense-making until they slowly, or at whatever pace, spiral into madness. This is true. And not a metaphorical expression, actually. As unbelievable as it may sound. I will say that in my earlier life, and of course still today, OTHERWISE WHY THE FUCK WOULD I HAVE CREATED THIS WEBSITE AND ALL OF THE CONTENT IT CONTAINS!? I, as-well as other enthusiasts and pursuers of the truth, with the shared goal of re-establishing a sane(*3) world, and way of life, Which is really, the way that it should've always been. From the very conception of the universe.